HELLO. Blogging while lyc is finishing up his MIEC notes! Been in school since 12pm so feeling quite productive today because I managed to finish my blaw tutorial and 2 POA CT papers! So... another blog post full of food and photos from instagram hehe~ Yesterday we went to celebrate bgy's birthday in advance at Astons and we had gelato after that!! YESSSSS satisfied my craving.

EWF on friday with fa_ker!!^^

My new shirt from gmarket!! ;) Fits nice and good quality and cheap yay^^

11.5/tix for a movie on friday -____- mehhhhh

pizzahut delivery on one of the rdm nightssss

Photos from our instagrams yesterday! Hehe^^

I know I'm not photogenic!! YOU DON'T SAY!! Ok byeeeee love y'all xx

I'm so ashamed with myself, so ashamed by my past, so ashamed of what I did. I don't want to talk anymore. I got so tired from explaining stuff they probably don't understand. Sometimes my emotions got so overwhelming that I lose control of it. I don't know what to do. I screwed myself. I'm not normal. I'm useless.Why is it me. Why is it always me. When is this tedious cycle going to end.

These pretty sums up everything.

Sick

Today is such a torturing humid day. Urgh woke up at 8am for tuition and met my MIEC groupmates to do our project. We had lunch over at a japanese restaurant at raffles city..... YUMMMS cheesy seafood fried rice + teriyaki chicken + some beef balls + sushi hehehehe. When I came back the toilet charmaine told me tommy paid for the meal.... He's forever so generous and nice, where to find such a friend??! I feel kind of bad til now because the meal isn't cheap. I ought to treat him better!!

We took like 2-3hours to finish our MIEC work, so complicated urgh elearning sucks :( Big thanks to charmaine who helped me to complete the bcomm minutes when its suppose to be pair work, thankew sweetie. Charmaine and I were the last to leave town and both of us were terribly sick, we were like "why the train go so slow" "my head is spinning" then I was like "fuck i want to die alrdy" lol... then she found a seat for me.... :')

It felt like a golden seat.. okkkk I literally slept after charmaine alighted. I headed to my grandmom's place to get some herbal drink and fever medicine, then I took my temperature, freaking 38.5. I feel so horrible and warm before I went home and bathe. I wished I will never get this kind of feeling again. But again, I like it when people cares for me when they know I am sick. I love that feeling, its like the only way to get people's attention hahahaha. Yups I'm forever aloneeeee. Went to gekpoh to have subway with my bff even though I was sick haha, just felt the want to meet her cos I haven't been seeing her for the longest time.. I need to meet her before she forgets my existence hahahhahaha. Ok going to nua my night away today and mug for itb and blaw tomorrow!!